I needed to read this exactly right now.

2026 is gonna be my year. Whatever it takes to chase my dream.

Yes

Can I have that solution, please? That’d be great

Same. I was shamed by 15 year olds in my first grade of college. Still same, 8 years after. Fuck this life.

Almost a haiku, beautiful. Keep creating, my friend.

Something
                   Like
                           This

It’s what can be closely described as “\v” vertical tab.

I love this. The 3/4 waltz rhythm, ending on a solitary 4/4 line, feels like dancing with death, but she is better at it. The “and remember this dream” needs a vinphantom badly. I’m a sucker for vinphantoms, even if they take up space, breaking the line in two, it creates the distance for the second part of the line to land harder than it would have.

Me with my own music 😭😭

Bet that’s not normal. But sadly, absent parents are just as damaging. I wish someone stopped me from watching so much porn so early in my life.

Mine still shows 134 kilos. 🚬🚬 Lying scales.

Ahahah, fair enough 😅

Care to try working at a sawmill? I find working with wood is refreshing mentally after all kinds of shit. The smell is also amazing.

I guess it requires a different kind of mental strength to do it. I value human life too much to not care.

I can’t stomach seeing dead people. I can open up a cow on my own, but when it’s people I just lose my mind.

You get used to it with time. I had to work under the rain, in soaked clothes, crawled holes full of rotten wheat, cleaned sinks full of semi-sentient biomass. Just brace yourself and do it. The only thing I couldn’t get used to are corpses. Especially in multiple pieces.

It beats faster during excitement. “heart go brrr here, then I go here”

It’s funny how a lot of my friends from college have becomes strangers. Every single one of them have families now, often see them with kids. I barely felt the time pass, yet they lived every single moment of it. I wonder when will it end.

Not exactly sure how a god could guide me. It’s not like I lost the path, I’ve never had it to begin with.