Tired has always been my answer but especially as of late. Feels like I’ve been in a fog for the last month. Not a chronic disease as far as I’m aware but just tired of trying. When I can’t get as far as I’d want to be. Like I’m hitting a wall.

I mean, I know at one point or another I’ll probably find a way around it, or through it. And I know others have it way worse than I do right now. But feels like I’m losing the drive to try. I’ve had enough rest, I just want out now.

Horrible and suicidal. So normal for me. Thanks Amerikkka