I hate that I belong to this nationality, i hate the way I look and the way I think because I’m no different from most of these people who disgust me. It’s crazy how much I don’t want to be around these people, and at the same time I don’t want to be anywhere else so as not to disfigure anything with myself. I have no future, no dignity, no hope. It’s such a pity I wasn’t born in the ussr when there was no internet and everything was closed; then I wouldn’t have known that there was another life, I would have just cum in my pants from propaganda about the glorious Motherland and enjoyed all this crap, and everything would have been wonderful.

  • BurgerBaron@piefed.socialEnglish
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    2 months ago

    It’s such a pity I wasn’t born in the ussr when there was no internet and everything was closed; then I wouldn’t have known that there was another life

    I’m barely but still old enough to know life before widespread internet adoption and cellphones. Grew up in a conservative christian monoculture 99% white town in bumfuck Alberta. If you’re genuinely intelligent and don’t just believe everything you’re told to believe by family, society, church, and government at face value uncritically, you’d still have a high chance of seeing through the Matrix code so to speak OP I guarantee it. You just wouldn’t know how deep the rabbit hole goes.