I literally have no friends irl or any relationships at all, not even family. Many often I feel so horrible because of my isolation and loneliness.
I need some hope, have any of you had life experiences with extreme loneliness but built relationships?


yep! after the divorce!
when you can, go do some stuff out there with other peeps. It doesn’t really matter what it is as long as it’s something where an activity of any kind can be participated in, and other people are willingly nearby and in good spirits.
But in the meantime focus on hobbies and skills and stuff.
that way when you are around people, there are things that you can talk about and show people.
vidya also!
A great one is public game night, pokemon or yu gi oh if that’s your interest, but there is typically lots of choice (magic, one piece, warhammer, lorcana, beyblade, …). Depending on the size of your town, there is probably a comic/card/board game shop nearby with a listing of game nights. They are usually a super friendly bunch, used to welcoming new faces.