I literally have no friends irl or any relationships at all, not even family. Many often I feel so horrible because of my isolation and loneliness.
I need some hope, have any of you had life experiences with extreme loneliness but built relationships?
If a person says they are hungry and you give them an apple, and that person hands it back and says they only eat organic, then partly that person is causing their own problem.
What I am hearing right now is that you are choosing that you would rather be lonely than compromise your ideals, which is fine… But it sounded like you were tired of being lonely and were willing to try new things.
That new thing to try might just be compromise.
Good luck to you, friend.