LEGO
Crisps. Think you guys call them chips. I love 'em.
Gambling, smoking
Nicotine/vapes and eating way too much
Food
It might be an eating disorder
I avoid talking to my therapist about it because I don’t want to confront the truth.
As I read this, I’m looking down at my spoon and the jar of peanut butter I’m holding …….
I just ate a whole chocolate bar after eating a big bowl of pasta…
Thinking.
I’m not good at it, but I do it often.
computer/internet
Doomscrolling
Nicotine and motorcycle riding. Living in a country where it’s way too cold to ride 3-4 months of the year(and not that pleasant for an additional two) is hard. I honeslty feel a physical need to ride my bike. It makes me feel so god damn good
Smoking probably pornography and dopamine in general. I feel like I can’t be bored. Just need do something like when I get bored or overwhelmed just watch porn if not that eat something if not that just watch something and the circles goes on.
cum
Caffeine. It’s perhaps a boring answer but I have a physical dependence on caffeine.
Video games
Blue cheese. Specifically double cream blue cheese spread on triscuits.
I used to think blue cheese tasted like play-doh…
Hobbies, I can’t get enough of them, gotta collect 'em all. Every couple months it’s a new fixation.
Fucking neurotypicals…
