The first one has Code Geass vibes. I kinda like it, I’d say… I’d probably rank it right after Code Geass Op1.

Even if I could disregard the politics, I can’t deal with everything being censored. There’s just too much media that I like that is unavailable in mainland China, and I really dislike the domestic media, so much cliches and entire plot is predictible. And I’m not a porn addict or anything, but I want the option of porn to be available. Using a VPN is very unreliable. Toxic masculinity is so much worse.

Language barrier is gonna be another problem.

And I have a fucking Rural Hukou, everyone from my village is a conservative.

I’m probably not gonna go to Taiwan either, its about to become a warzone.

Canada, Australia, Singapore are on my list, but unfortunately, I doubt any country that I actually want to go to will take me. Asylum claims will not be taken seriously by most countries.

Oh that profile pic is done in protest, I’m from mainland China which is way worse.

I’m not doing anything yet, I’m just venting on here.

The other side of it is they threaten to call the authorities to hospitalize you whenever you “misbehave”.

Schrodinger’s Psychaitry: “you’re lazy and pretending and there’s nothing wrong with you” and simultaenous “you are a psychopath that need to be locked up and abused by hospital staff”

That’s not ice, that’s a gang member with an illegal gun. I mean, what law enforment conceals their identity? It’s gotta be one of those “violent illegals” they’ve been saying. Can a “good guy with a gun” please do your job and protect our country from these armed thugs, who are obviously just impersonating ice?

Okay I’m not sure if I’m gonna be able to answer your question, but I’ll explain what my reality is:

My reality is that I was not supposed to be born. I’m from the People’s Republic of China. My mother already gave birth to a child, my older brother, who btw, later becomes abusive to me. I was not supposed to be born, one child policy, there can only be one child, and the only reason why I even exist is because social security didn’t exist and my parents expect their children to take care of them when they get old, some “filial piety” shit, so they just gave birth to me violating one child policy. I was an “investment” to them, nothing more, not even a human, I’m a slave. Didn’t even have legal status until my “parents” gave the CCP a bribe (aka: a “fine”). Everything in the country was totally fucked. My older brother fights me all the time. Felt like 2 barn animals with the farm owner (aka: “parents”) not present most of the time, and there’s just fighting all the time.

In the US, I school went from 7 am to 6 pm because of afterschool programs and stuff. And then I had summer school. Its those run by Chinese-American “non-profit organizations” full with emotional abuse towards kids, not surprising, they’re just like my parents, an extention of them, the same “confucian” value of abusing children. The other kids, both Chinese Americans and also white and black kids, were all just against me. Zero solidarity. Nobody wanted to talk to me. Perhaps it had to do with my older brother fucking up my social skills. Anyways I get bullied a lot. Barely had any days off. Its just school for like 4 years straight in Brooklyn, NYC. And then if I was ever home, I’d get yelled at by my own parents instead. Literally zero safe haven. When I got to the city I’m in now, there are even less Asians in Elementary and Middle School that I get bullied even more. I was called a “ching chong” by both white and black classmates.

Then fastforward to highschool, I got unlawfully arrested by cops on dubious charges that never went anywhere, charges got dropped.

And then we got 2nd term trump threatening to deport me from the only country that I ever knew. And I’m also facing persecution by my previous country. I already said too much bad things about the CCP and Xi, I can never step foot in mainland China (or HK, Macau, for that matter) ever again. And on top of that, my parents and older brother all hate me.

This is the reality I have.

It it really wrong to just watch some movies, tv, anime, play some video games, etc? Is there anything wrong with just wanting to find some, even just a tiny bit of happiness of happiness from this bleak world? There are beautifuly crafted stories, and I want to enjoy them, I want to be immersed in a better world, even if its fake, to temporarily suppress the thoughts of enemies being EVERYWHERE. So please, don’t judge people, let them do whatever in peace, a little happiness a day can keep your mind from breaking under this fucked up world where everything is fucked up.

Omg you sounds like those karens during covid. “our ancestors didn’t have vaccines” “vaccine cause autism” “not natural”

LOL

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I believe some people deserve the death penalty. But I also do not trust the state with this power, so therefore I cannot support the legalization of executions.

But while the current system lasts, if I was on a jury, I will not hesitate to approve of death penalty if the defendent is absolutely disgusting, such as that racist who did a shooting at a black church.

“Frowned upon” is understating it. You straight up get locked up.

Proton is my favorite (most servers to choose from)

Runner up is Mullvad and IVPN

Steam Deck (I am pretty anxious when many people are in the subway - playing keeps my stress level down)

BRUH, I’d worry about people stealing it. Couldn’t even concentrate on whatever game it is.

a Rubik’s Cube

How fast is your fastest? I done the 3x3 in like within 60 seconds, nothing even close to the 5-second that pros get.

Its so easy:

b square plus and minus the the square root of negative b minus 2ac all over 2a???

Edit: fuck, i forgor💀

I read comments and someone said “math”.

Now I remember that I have a this 9x9 times table in my brain lol

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinese_multiplication_table#The_Nine-nine_song_text_in_Chinese

Its like the PEMDAS thing, but its an entire multiplication table. I can recall the product of any [1 digit x 1 digit] within like 2 seconds. When I came to the US right after learning the 9x9, I found out my entire class has trouble doing the times table, and they were still learning it when I already had it memorized. They took longer than me to do multiplication. The teacher asked some kid a random [1 digit x 1 digit] and the kid just like sat in silence, I’m like: I KNOW THE ANSWER. I guess it makes sense… the “gaokao” there is a nightmare, overworking kids and rote memorization becomes norm in China. Depression also becomes norm and suicide rates go through the roof. I might’ve killed myself by now had I still be there.

Not a parent, but when I was a kid I loved rubik’s cubes. 4x4 or 5x5 ones are even more fun. (probably need a youtube video guide lol) Don’t get the cheap ones, those suck, get those high quality ones. Should fit within the budget.

Also: Torrent clients are available on Google Play (for now, at least), Apple never allowed them.

F-Droid will probably get revoked if they allow apps like Newpipe.

This is popular. Just look at the celebrations when bin laden got killed. Or how people celebrate executions of heionous criminals. Sure, they say they don’t like “murder”, but they think like: “he should get the death penalty”, which is practically the same thought, but worded in a more… “legal” phrasing.

I mean maybe not “majority”, but there’s a lot of people that are okay with death penalty. Even the liberals opposing death penalty sometimes think that a mass shooter should get executed, like that white supremacist dude that murdered black people in a church (not gonna name the shithead), biden was doing pardons when he was leaving office and that guy was one of the ones that he did not commute the death sentence of. So he basically implied that he approved of the racist murder getting executed. A president of the US implicitly approved of a killing (a good decision, btw), I mean… that’s as mainstream as it can get.

Death to the Charleston Church shooter. Lolol (To mods: this is not “violence” since dude is on death row, I’m just wishing for it to be faster LOL)

TLDR: “Murder” bad, “Executions” okay, is basically the sentinment of some people.